October 1, 2013

sitting amongst computers, one screen turned on in the midst of many, 38 minutes past ten and i am clattering away at the keyboards. funny how quickly one month can pass- where do the days go, and what do they leave behind? yesterday, taking my daily walk along green ovals and under blue spring skies, i accepted the certainty of heart-wringing seasons in the days to come, times when i am called to choose between my pride and grace, and even worse, to make the choice in the hurtful waiting, while i am alone.

hurtful- but to whom? my deceitful heart and proud self, whose deaths are victories. but oh, they go down so hard, and take so long to die.

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