September 21, 2012

1) i like spending evenings at home > social group activities. if this keeps up i shan’t be surprised if i find myself eighty and alone with only a book and a silent plant beside me. i think i could do it eighties actually; it’s the friendless forties that scare me.

2) the weekend is finally here. i’ve been breathing in a vacuum for five days, here’s to two with oxygen.

3) not, that the above is any sort of escapism- He has all my days, even the suffocated ones. i know one day i’ll be able to look back and understand, but for now, it feels like i’m in the battle, fighting. i only hope i’m fighting for what i’m worth. maybe even more. i would like that.

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